Thursday, October 14, 2004
tadae was okkk. dnt just sucks. watched some stupidd video tadae.
central locking. lol. then after that during maths we got back paper 1. mine was okkk i guess. anyway had ta stay back ta do maths corrections. only had 5 min of "recess" in the end. so didnt really do much. also got back science paper tadae.
chaoji lan. but anyway i didnt really bother. wadeva. oh man after science was english. did some crossword puzzle. spent the whole lesson on it. fongyee won me by two words. two friggin words.
jeez. was so pissed. anyway after english was chinese.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh dun want to talk about chinese right now. sooooo horrible. i actually
failed. i mean like
failed. was so bummed out. sorta sulked fer the whole lesson. -sorry emily- then after chinese was speech and drama. it was ok. had to prepare fer some speech thing that we are supposed to make next week fer grading. think its quite easy. went to stellas house with jas k chrislyn and weirong to play tennis. i totally sucked at tennis tadae cuz was feeling really down. couldnt serve properly. couldnt even return. and i was supposed to
teach jas k and chrislyn. what a -good coach- anyway after that took mrt to come home. yea. felt really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really depressed tadae. been thinking alot lately. thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking. ok wadeva. want to transfer school. in fact i dont even want to go to school now. dont even know who i can really trust. everybodys talking behind me. thinking that im so stupid and
innocent. im not that
dense you know. anyway i hope i can improve my
stinking grade. bummer. and im gonna start wearing specs on mon. think i will look weird.
we will see. anyway ok wadeva. kinda got a
thought block there^^ so couldnt think and was staring at the screen. fine wadeva. gonna have french tomorrow. dont really want to go.
its gonna be awkward.
got 34/50 fer maths and 65.5 fer science but i dont think anybody cares.
i know youre faking it but thats okay.
freaking out right now. when will you ever be there when i need you???
iguessthatthisisovernow.
iguessitscalledthefallingout.
buteverydayimlearninghowtomakeit throughthislifeimin.
old blood new blood let it all out
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