Monday, October 18, 2004
dont want to talk about school today. we practically did nothing at all. waste of time going to school now. just interested in getting back my results. wadeva. anyway -we- withdrew from the arts fest in the end. felt so bad when i told eewen. shes so niceee. and i have to tell her this type of horrible thing. but dont think she recognized me. thats -good- i guess. anyway i wore my specs to school today. biggest reaction was from emily. think it went something like this -you look so weird with your specs.- and something something. hah. blame me for my short-term memory. anyway after i told eewen then i think i was quite reluctant to withdraw cause i really really really really wanted to perform in -rv-. havent performed in this school yet. yeh. YET. anyway after i told eewen fongyee and stella gave me this huge mouthful on something like -withdrawing is ok- or something like that. really felt bummed out. almost wanted to cry. oh man. feel like a wimp right now. oh im a girly wimp. giiirrrlllyyyyyyy. hah. getting bored. sorry. anyway i just like sorta walked away. yeh. anyway went home with cheryl today. actually wanted to go home with stella and chrislyn to apologize but they like disappeared when i went to tell qiaowen something. hmph. anyway so i went home with cheryl. -cheers cheryl-. saw dee eunice yulei masu jonathan and jiayi on 176. they went to do lit project. so ke lian. after exams still have to work. anyway fongyee found these two postcards under her table. had some words written on them. fongyee said sounded like some song. anyway it sounded very familiar. anyway i checked it out. turned out to be a christian song. damn nice. but damn hard to sing. wadeva. but the lyrics on the postcard were sorta mixed up. like bits and pieces here and there. so i found the whole song and here it goes.
Lee Ann Womack-I Hope You Dance
i hope you never lose your sense of wonder
you get your fill to eat
but always keep that hunger
may you never take one single breath for granted
god forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
i hope you still feel small
when you stand by the ocean
whenever one door closes i hope one more opens
promise me youll give faith a fighting chance
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
i hope you dance
i hope you dance
i hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
never settle for the path of least resistance
living might mean taking chances
but theyre worth taking
loving might be a mistake
but its worth making
dont let some hell bent heart
leave you bitter
when you come close to selling out
reconsider
give the heavens above
more than just a passing glance
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
i hope you dance
-time is a real and constant motion always-
i hope you dance
-rolling us along-
i hope you dance
-tell me who-
i hope you dance
-wants to look back on their youth and wonder-
where those years have gone
i hope you still feel small
when you stand by the ocean
whenever one door closes i hope on more opens
promise me youll give faith a fighting chance
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
dance
nice song. -boo ya-
and you. please dont leave. youll leave behind alot of memories. dont regret what you do. whatever decision you make. just at least urm. uhh. live life to the fullest. especially when youre around.
old blood new blood let it all out
live8
