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Friday, September 10, 2004

today went to watch cinderella story[like....AGAIN] with jas k and meixi....quite sick of the show oreadi...actualli today supposed to have lit meeting....budden fongyee got sth on....chun yin forever not at home...kai ting got choir...that stupid ziyi[bleahs...] dunno wad he doing....go lit meeting oso nvr do anything....haiz.... then rui qi got tuition then have to go later....then i have to leave earlier to go for that movie....actualli planned to stay for the whole meeting....then rmb that haf to go out with jas k....then started making so many arrangements keep calling peeps until hand all so sore....then changed plans....decided to go earlier for lit meeting and juz change the script cuz no point in rehearsing if chun yin wasnt there...then in the end carmen decided to cancel the meeting cuz no peeps going except me and her and ruiqi who was going to be late...haiz....feel so bad cuz now carmen has to extend the script herself....told jas k...then she said nvm cuz jolene oso do the script herself cuz she scriptmaker mah...but i still feel so bad...haiz...yea....then later found out that stella wanted to go out with her primary school friends instead of me jas k and meixi...was so pissed...[no offence stella]....couldnt help it lorzz...call so many peeps oreadi juz to make correct arrangements then she tell me she not going...wtf lor....but realli...no offence hor...sry if i made u upset...haiz...but was thinking lor...some peeps are liddat one...trying not to bear grudges against anyone cuz i noe that im liddat toooo....haiz....oso veri disappointed in sumone else....haf always depended on her for moral support....but she seems to be drifting away more and more like shes doing it on purpose u noe? although i onli knew her since this year....had felt this bond with her....but now i noe im wrong...always had been and always would be....read in some chain email abt a simple friend vs a real friend...realli thinking abt whether im a simple or real friend...thinking whether i should change to be a REAL friend instead of a simple one...then thinking whether i have simple friends or real friends....then thinking whether i can realize who are the real friends and who are the simple friends....haiz....seem to be thinking too much lately....lol...haiz...realli disappointed with her leh...thought so highly of her....onli to be hurt by her even more...yeesh....i say liddat like i les....[ANNOUNCEMENT] im a straight gurl....so dun worry....lol...what i meant was i trusted her so much but she just doesnt care like i thought she did....or at least she HAD cared for awhile...think she was just trying to be nice....now she just seems to be so busy...always going out with other peeps....think she forgot abt me...doesnt matter....im used to it...[yea rite]...thats the problem with knowing too many peeps...u just cant stop spending time with other peeps that you just forget ur mates...[wadeva].... *sighs*...so sick now...feel like what simple plan wrote in [welcome to my life]...haiz....its just weird how i always lissten to the right song that suits my feelings...like....[wadeva]...
[to her]....
even if you know who you are....[i bet u dont]....u will know that im not who i am in school..that has to be a hint for you rite??? ure the onli one that knows the true me and i hope it stays that way okay???



old blood new blood let it all out


natalie natto maria
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