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Saturday, August 21, 2004

i just read my friends blog...she said that her friend had "abandoned" her and that they were driftng further and further away and that her friend had changed so much that she did not even recognize her friend now and you know...the works. but but but i have got this huge feeling that she is refering to me. i mean, last friday i sat in between her and another girl. i don't know why but i just seemed to be talking to the other girl but not her because it suddenly seemed really awkward between us. i have no idea why. i mean, in the beginning, she seemed to be a really good friend to me and i think that i was actually quite close to her.but after that, i got to know some of her bad points and my attitude towards her totally changed.i mean, it's not her fault cause everyone has his/her negative qualities and shouldnt blame her and stuff but i just couldnt help it. i started to disrespect her and kept arguing with her, you know, those little bitty arguments where you always laugh at in the end. but i don't know why i took it to heart and i think she did too.we started to drift further and further away and we didnt even hang out with each other during the breaks. i just know all this would not have happened if i had not change my view of her and...well, i dont really know what happened and i just wish it did not have to end like this.
to her,
if you are reading this, you would know who you are. i just want you to know that i really did not want whatever happened to happen and im really really sorry.


old blood new blood let it all out


natalie natto maria
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