Monday, November 21, 2005
read something quite cool from this book
if you can keep your head when all about you
are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
if you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
but make allowance for their doubting too;
if you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise.
if you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
if you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
if you can meet with triumph and disaster
and treat those two impostors just the same;
if you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
and stoop and build them up with worn out tools;
if you can make one heap of all your winnings
and risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
and lose, and start again at your beginnings
and never breathe a word about your loss;
if you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
to serve your turn long after they are gone,
and so hold on when there is nothing in you
except the will which says to them "hold on";
if you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you:
if all men count with you, but none too much;
if you can feel the unforgiving minute
with sixty seconds worth of distance run -
yours is the Earth and everything that's in it
and - which is more - you'll be a man, my son!
so cool right!but i don't really understand the last two sentences
but i just think the poem is very cool!like so super chim and cool.
taken from the book
white lies by j.c. burkevery nice lo
the poem is sposed to be told by the grandfather to his grandson la
then he is this super good surfer but he has leukaemia
so sad and he died
but the whole story is very nice la
i recommend
haha i know i haven't really been blogging since july 21
i know a lot of people keep reminding me
but what to do i just don't want to blog
anyway now i'm blogging again
so
haiya holidays not very fun
haven't really gone out and had fun
haven't watched a movie in eons!
don't know what class i'm going to
don't even know what bloody combi i will get
aiya just haven't really done anything during the holidays
oh man
i'm so excited to know my class leh!
but i can't even know my combi yet
huishan munhan and all said i can only know my class at the end of the year
haiyo!
that's going to be a long long wait
i can't wait alr la
got a feeling my class is going to have some really really nice people next year
hope this my class is going to be a lot better than these two years
not that 2C is bad la
but it's like
you know we've never actually be united
and there always seems to have a lot of quarrels among all the people
haiya so quite sad la
but i can't wait to know my new class!
just hope the same stuff won't happen again
i'm ready to move on with life!
first time
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
they tell you where you need to go
they tell you when you need to leave
they tell you what you need to know
they tell you who you need to be
but everything inside you
knows so much more than what you've heard
there's so much more to empty conversations
filled empty words
and you're on fire when he's near you
you're on fire when he speaks
you're on fire burning out these mysteries
give be one more time around
give me one more chance to see
give me everything you are
give me one more chance to be near you
when everything inside me
looks like everything i hate
you are the hope i have for change
you're the only chance i'll take
and i'm on fire when you're near me
i'm on fire when you speak
i'm on fire burning out these mysteries
i'm standing on the edge of me
i'm standing on the edge of everything i've never been before
and i've been standing at the edge of me
standing at the edge
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
ahaha! dance was super SUPER fun today. except for the part about discipline and stuffs. i think its like repeated from last year. okay. first we did barwork. spent such a super long time. uh huh. su lao was explaining everything. like every single thing. oh then when he was using junkai and chengda it was so funny. like separately la. and they were like hilarious cause they kept doing the wrong stuffs. and like opposite of what su lao shi was trying to say. super funny. then after that it was the break. okay. here comes the best part. after the break. we did this like. okay its just running across the hall. but the music is really nice and like jumpy. you know like those type of mexican ones. with maracas and all. and it was really nice! and me and chrystal were like. we feel like shaking our butts because the music is super sexy! we're talking hot here! okay then it was really super fun! and we were released 15 minutes earlier too. and i was like telling everyone when su lao shi is happy, everybodys happy. haha. okay and i realised whatever i think is funny no one will laugh. they just stare at me and diao. im just hopeless la.
and after dance went to jec to eat with chrystal munhan huishan eunice peiqi and jiamin. yes and then like after a while uhm jinghui felicia dawn zijia jinhwee came i think. if i didnt write your name sorry. i think i left out one more person but i forgot who. okay anyways after that me and chrystal went to the library. planning to do hw. but the library was too crowded and there were no tables for us. so we went to macs at bukit panjang plaza. okay at least we did hw okay. just the movie review actually. haha. we actually wanted to do the maths ws but we couldnt even do the first question so. hah. then we talked lots! whoo. it was so fun. yeah baby. but then after that when we were walking we realised it wasnt fun if we werent talking about those specific four. haha. no actually its chrystal told me and then i realised it too. not like we didnt talk about other stuff but it was more fun when we were talking about them. ahaha.
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Friday, June 17, 2005
what shit la.in such a shitty mood now.
okay never mind. i shall update. okay the last most interesting thing thats happened to me is watching tv. like how pathetic am i. okay its this really really sad ending of that eye for a guy thing. this stupid denise la. she went to choose that wolfgang guy. who is like totally profound. and denise was like ive never had such a conversation with a man before. aiya whatever la. then the poor other guy. hes called howard la. and hes like super sweet. like you can tell he really likes denise. and she chose wolfgang. urgh. like i totally cried la.
and uhm. today was not much. had dance again. today was chinese dance. like okay only la. unlike tuesday. cool man. sexy! we did something like aerobics. to me la. super fun though. haha. and today we kept saying pathetic. me and huishan. dunnoe why though. haha.
uhm. thats all. just wanted to proclaim how pathetic i am. and how im going to miss dance camp. now its from one day to the whole damn thing. like gees. cant i even go for one frigging day. urgh.
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
and then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel like hope is gone
looks inside you and be strong
and youll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
fret not
the hero is in you
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Monday, May 30, 2005
oh my bloody god la
my great, considerably tiring, day was ruined by
guess what
a PRODUCER
like damn shit la
stupid bloody
URGH
just damn stupid la you get the picture
anyways
we
as in me weiling jiaying kaiting shuhan ivan and jonathan
were at kaitings function room
as in the function room in her estate la
then we were sposedly practising for our lit dramatization
we were practising OKAY
and eating a little potato chips
then like after
i dunnoe
two hours?
this stupid bigshot walked into the room
okay
i admit she seemed quite nice when she walked into the room
like some hardworking career woman or something
then
okay
she sat at the table furthest from us
we were at like one end and she was at the other
like four tables in a row altogether
okay never mind that
the thing is she walked in the entrance from which you could see us
like bloody obvious once you look into the door
then this stupid lady walked in
and all of us were like quiet and going like
is she sposed to come in
and
we booked the whole room
and stuffs like that la
then okay she sat at the other end
and i think i was quite irritated
cause like quite uncomfortable with her around and we cant go crazy and all
anyways
you know when youre crazy and hyper you can actually get inspired
which would help the dramatization la
but i couldnt actually tell her that because
i mean like
how would she understand
how COULD she understand
she OLD
hahaha
then after a while jiaying wanted to sort of confront her la
for invasion of privacy
then kaiting too
then they asked me
at first i think i was very cowardly but in the end tagged along
then after walking down the function room to the other side
jiaying was like
uhm do you know we booked the room
something like that la
giving the impression that we actually wanted her to leave
then she was like
okay so
then i was like
my only line in the DEBATE
i went like
do you know we need our privacy
then jiaying went
yes because we're acting
or something like that la
then i went
yes and we feel uncomfortable with you here
then she went on and on about her shit
like her impression was like
oh we're too young to argue with her and just because shes a PRODUCER and shes trying to work and shes not disturbing us and stuff and consideration issues
and i quote
"you're only fourteen.
(pause)
im twice your age
(pause)
(HAHA i bet shes too old she cant even remember her own age)
no im more than twice your age. dont try to use big words on me. im a PRODUCER.
(and her bloody impression was like oh im a producer im a bigshot and you still want to argue with me im older than you you little kids)
end quote
and then she was like
and i quote again
this function is a common facility
so if you're chasing me out
its the same thing if you tell me you book the swimming pool for your bday party and you're going to chase people away because you booked it
end quote
and jiaying was bloody calm and suave
she went like
but we're not talking about the pool here
we booked the function room so that we could use the whole room
so that we can have privacy
then that old hag went
but its the same thing
(or something like that la)
(then earlier she was like)
put yourself in my shoes
its so hot out there
dont you think you could let me stay here
you say you want privacy
fine
im not listening or looking at what youre doing
you do your work and ill do mine
and at that debate right
it was like the first time
the FIRST
i had nothing to say
like my mind was blank
like totally blank
i totally didnt know what to say
like she was obviously in the wrong
but still
okay bighead alert
i think normally i would at least have something to say other than we need our privacy
oh well
im losing my arguing ability
hahaha
anyways jiaying was so damn cool la
like she kept arguing
you rawk man!
anyways i sincerely apologise for being such a girly wimp
i was like totally helpless and just standing there
so sorry
oh yes
and one part the hag was like
whos the resident here
then kaiting said me
then that hag pointed
like seriously pointed
at jiaying and went
youre not even a resident
you have no place to argue with me here
blah blah yada yada
then she asked kaiting to speak
cause it was kinda obvious that kaiting was a bit on the gentle side
then when she pointed again
i was like
steaming inside
like i wanted to just scream at her but didnt know whether it would be too much
so in the end i was a girly wimp and shut my trap
then she went on and on
dont even want to think about thinking of her
she just pollutes my mind man
anyways
after that debate the guards came and all that
yeah guards!
they were so nice and good
and that coward just ran away saying she was rushing
like what shit la
even i can come up with better excuses
and earlier she even said she would leave in an hour
which became 45 mintues then 30
as she twisted her story from one person to another
like you rushing for time?
elephants will fly man
urgh
she just makes me sick
oh yes and after she was gone
i was like at the table with the other people
and suddenly like when i recalled i realised i could have said a lot of stuff to her
like rebutting you know
but i dont know why i just couldnt think of them mid-debate
anyways
in a nutshell these people just suck
to the core man
and she thot she was some bigshot just because shes a producer
like urgh
whatever man
oh and the freaky thing is
as pointed out by jonathan
she did look a bit like lee lee mui
i was like freaked out and going like
what if shes the sister and stuff
but whatever man
we knew we were right
she knew she was wrong
(she ran away from the guards remember)
and well
good ALWAYS triumphs over evil
ALWAYS
which EVERY SINGLE TIME
so there
hmph
im sticking my tongue out at her right now
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
N - You like to work, but you always want a break
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
E - You are a very exciting person.
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oh
i just remembered my all-time favourite quote
"why do you always try to fit in when youre born to stand out?"
ian wallace/oliver james in what a girl wants
cool hur
hahaha
i just felt like blogging
so i did
again
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hahaha
i watched lemony snicket's the third time today
just waiting for monster-in-law
theres michael vartan!
28 yays man
oh and j lo
j lo movies are always nice
always
especially when she dances
aah
she so rawks
okay anyways
maybe ill watch madagascar too
i think its cute
hahaha
all the little animals
anyways whym i talking about movies
not like ive anything against them but
oh anyways
i think im going nuts
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